LJ Idol Survivor Redemption

[bittyjane]

Since I saw Gary's e-mail on Friday, I've had a bit of back and forth with myself.  I wasn't super happy with the way I left the game, and so part of me is feeling a little bitter and isn't ready for the opportunity to come back.  I thought it would be a few more weeks.

Come on!  You enjoyed being part of a tribe.
Part of a tribe that voted me out?  I'll probably get voted out first week back anyway.
Maybe, but you won't know if you don't even try.

I don't need to be part of a competition to write.
Oh yeah? And what have you written since?
Well . . . I've been reading.  And building my crafting cabinet.  I can always homegame.
Yeah?  Like you have been?
Shut up.

We just re-opened the restaurant.  And it makes me tired.  It's just take out.  And take out sucks.
You suck.  Stop being a little bitch.
Dang, self.  Take it down a notch.
Sorry.  But you'll regret it if you don't even try.
*sighs* Probably.

Comments

[bleodswean]

Yay you!!! I adore self-reflection-on-Idol-prompt entries and this one hits hard!

I'm in the same boat when it comes to inspiration to write. Some of us write together during off-Idol season - maybe you will join us?

[bittyjane]

I wish I would have made more time to write a response to the prompt. First I thought I wouldn’t at all, then I thought I’d have plenty of time after work on Sunday, but the deadline was earlier than I’d thought. :/ I thought self-reflection was the way to go, but wish I would have had the time to flesh it out more.